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Recently I found out someone who I once care about didnt actually find a job after graduation this year. Ok, my ex-bf (and I’m a girl). I feel surprised and slightly disappointed for him somehow because when we were together he couldnt make time for me because he wanted to study hard to get a good job and earn $$$ himself and live the high life. I’m fine with that back then. He was a very hardworking person so I try to be as supportive as possible.
Even now after we broke up, as a person who still care, I feel kind of disgusted that he doesnt seemed to do anything towards his dreams after graduation. He is currently living like a retired life, travelling and buying things to sell on forum to cover the costs, driving (I dont know how to differentiate cars but it looks like the expensive kind with low seater), eat a lot of $$$ food and book locations to host his favourite sport games to earn a commission from the participants.
Honestly, my first reaction is to scold profanities because I honestly doubt his lifestyle can even be sustainable in long run, not to say a high life.
The only reason that I think he became like that was maybe he found an easy source of revenue. He left me some time ago for an unmarried old woman (many years older than us both) who can match his lifestyle and is desparate to get married.
Ok, now I feel so much better after venting and should get back to study